Sleeping Beauty

‘Happy is the one who can sleep on any pillow’, that’s what my dad would always say. I believed so all my life and thus imbibed this wondrous quality. So, while my mom and sister would toss and turn on vacations for lack of ‘their own pillow’, dad and me would be selling horses.  So much so that I think we had millions tucked away in an imaginary ranch somewhere.  


Dad never failed to mention that peaceful sleep is the true reward for a day well spent. At the end of every day when my bed welcomed me with open arms, I’d cross over to la la land almost immediately. You could burn the house down and I’d be dead to the world. My world was perfect and insomnia was really just another word in the dictionary.

Then one bright sunny morning, I realized I had more of myself to give to the world. I promptly registered as a blogger. Lo and behold, a whole new world began playing as the background score. I was intrigued by the number of people who wrote and then further fascinated by the number of people who wrote well. I knew this was where I wanted to be, but wasn’t sure if others thought so too. I wrote my first post, apprehensively, under an alias. My logic being, if unnoticed, I’d pack my bags and return to where I’d come from. That night I slept uneasy. 

The warm welcome the next morning was like a breath of fresh air. I felt I belonged. I unleashed my keyboard on unsuspecting victims. And since then I’ve never looked back. This is my 51st post. Over these few months I’ve learnt a trick or two. I know stats matter but you are not supposed to say it aloud. You post links readily but rarely ever read. You lavish praise on someone while trying to decipher what the hell was he saying exactly. You learn new words everyday coz the ones you know are so passé. Blogging is all about passion, perseverance and patience. It is also about intelligence, information and insomnia. Yup, that word finally made it out of the dictionary and into my life.

My nights are now spent wondering how my expressions will be received when the world awakes. I sometimes get up in the middle of the night because I fear I messed the punctuation do’s and don’ts. My grammar teacher has not aged all this while, when she visits me in my worst nightmares. Yes she gets me tense, pun intended.  I used to never sleep with my phone in the same room. Now, I feel myself logging in at 3 am to check if I have any new comments on an erstwhile post. Someone from Pusztaszemes, Somogy visited my blog and I cried tears of joy. He could be a spammer, who cares, he visited my blog!  

Yes, I am BlogwatiG and I’m a Blogoholic. My life now revolves around blogger notifications 24 x 7, thus leaving my imaginary ranch devoid of any horses. What do I do to overcome this strange illness? Why write another post silly! Hell, I am even in an  event that requires me to write 27 days of October currently. Yeah I know, Sleeping beauty was apparently a myth too……….


Happy to write this with Blog Fest 2012. 
Today’s prompt was  Over the years, I have gone through periods of insomnia, but I know that one person’s reason for a sleepless night can be wildly different from the next person’s. So when was the last time you couldn’t sleep? What was the reason for not sleeping? What did you do to overcome it? I hope you all have fun with this one and don’t lose any sleep over it!”hosted by Susan

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16 responses to “Sleeping Beauty”

  1. Blogwati Gee avatar

    Janu you are toooooooooooooooooo good for my ego 😀

  2. Corinne @ Everyday Gyaan avatar
    Corinne @ Everyday Gyaan

    Oh I know the feeling. Almost five years later and I’m still excited about the whole new world to discover. In your case, you’re doing a great job of conquering it too, Sleeping Beauty!

  3. Blogwati Gee avatar

    Lol, Corinne…let’s see how long the enthusiasm lasts 😛

  4. JANU avatar

    :-)and we love what you write, a true blogoholic.

  5. Navin Mathew avatar

    I so identify with your condition!
    No cure unless you stop writing..

  6. sharmila avatar

    Hats off for taking up this challenge!I do not mind not sleeping at all if the result is half as good BG! Jaagte raho:D

  7. Jo avatar

    Here’s the thing…the numbers really don’t matter. If twenty people read you and comment, sure it feels nice, but the important thing is, did one person read you and GET you. Did one person take away something from your writing? And the most and vital thing about writing a blog, did it help YOU?

    I truly do NOT care how many ‘hits’ I get, but I do love the comments that tell me I hit the mark for someone. And I always, almost, feel like I have removed something from my overloaded head when I hit the end of any blog.

    This is a really nice entry and I enjoy how you just ‘talk’ your way through. Keep it up and stop worrying, you’re doing just fine. 🙂

  8. Jenn avatar

    I’m with Jo on this one. I have one piece of advice for any writer. No– wait– I have a few.

    Always stay true to you.

    Always write for you.

    Don’t worry about your audience–because if you stick to those two principles above your audience will find you–no matter how big or how small.

    And by the way, looks like you are doing really well.

    Cheers, Jenn.

  9. Jay Singh avatar

    HAHAHA….good one…getting up in the middle of the night in fear of the punctuation errors.
    Nice post BG. Keep posting 🙂

    Regards

    Jay
    http://road-to-sanitarium.blogspot.in/

  10. Blogwati Gee avatar

    Tell me about it Navin 😀

  11. Blogwati Gee avatar

    Sharmila you are hereby ordered to give me compliments every waking day of my life 😀

  12. Blogwati Gee avatar

    Jo and Jenn, totally with ya on it. Was trying to be my sarcy best about a few pseudo bloggers I know…..guess did not manage that…lol.

    But yes I do write for me 🙂

  13. Blogwati Gee avatar

    Jay I am serious………..really…..The commas are serious business dude!

  14. Blogwati Gee avatar

    Thank you Journey of Life 🙂

  15. Bikramjit avatar
    Bikramjit

    🙂 he he made me laugh.. and all the best for the challenge 🙂

    and I loved the coment by “JO” that is what matters the most I think, I have seen people write “GOOD POST” to a post I had written on my dad who had passed away. “Very nice”, Good one .. So dont let comments etc get to you ..

    Bikram’s

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